Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Lonerism of course has its setbacks. But sometimes being alone isn't that bad after all. I suppose we all have times when we just want to be alone. Yeah, at times, I do feel as though every one's moving on and leaving me behind. It's not often though. Most times I just feel lucky to have what I do. To have friends who would be there if I needed them and yet give me space when I need that too. In one of the episodes of OC someone said "maybe sometimes to move on we have to find the strength to let go." I don't think that's the case with friendship. It's possible to hold on and move on at the same time 'cos having a new group of friends doesn't mean we leave behind old ones. Haha letting go and moving on is more applicable to failed relationships, right?

Sitting in the car on the way back from school today, I was feeling miserable. Simple Plan's Untitled was playing on the radio and it was just so fitting. Came home, searched for the lyrics... only to realise how it's filled with so much teenage angst that I don't really feel. Then again, it's a nice song to listen to when you're in a bad mood. I know I put up a lot of song lyrics without saying much but the songs capture so much more than I can.

Untitled- Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

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