Friday, May 06, 2005
today was supposed to be fun. i mean, it's a friday and there was the coffee bean thing and all, but i felt inexplicably, ridiculously sad. the weirdest thing was that i don't even know what there was to be sad about.
everyone was chattering away happily at coffee bean. somehow, i just had this feeling that there seems to be no one in the entire world that you can share all your thoughts and feelings with. not your family members, nor your best friends. you can never really fully communicate what you feel inside of you, somehow, it's just something that you are unable to say. it gets mangled on the way to your mouth and what comes out is some artificial musing about life. how is it that one can be surrounded by good friends, and yet feel so lonely and distant in this world sometimes? you wonder if they really want to know what's happening with you, or are they just obliged to do their duties as friends?
i've never had a best friend.
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