Friday, December 09, 2005

Funny title eh? To be completely honest, I've come to be quite attached to my attachment friends and today being the last day for many of them, leaves me a little sad. It's not the sad kind of sadness but the bitter sweet one though, if you know what i mean. For my partner and me, we've foolishly extended our attachment to the end of the hols... We do feel very cheated honestly but since there's nthg we can do now, we'll just have to take this as a learning experience.

I've realised how insulated we sometimes are from society. Maybe we really are unaware of what people think of us. Isn't that we you would call elitist?

Have fun on your holidays, my cookie friends! I miss you all very much.

Been thinking about my life now and then. Especially during solitary train rides home. I love this poem "without you". It says so beautifully so much... I know thinking has a tendency of making me depressed and I hate to feel low. But still i think if i stop thinking just for fear of opening a pandora's box, it would be terribly sad. I would rather risk than not to try at all. I don't want to be a cynic. I want to love, to treasure, to feel, to be.

I choose happiness.

Lydia