Friday, December 08, 2006

i'm feeling very sad. i miss everything and everyone..its as though the end of prom marked the end of everything. couldnt sleep at all last night and so many things went thru my mind. my first day in sch, my friends, waiting outside the lab, lectures, teachers, cca, camps, outings, ups and downs....just about everything of the past 1 3/4 years. whats worse..everyone's gg -friends who returned to their homelands, friends overseas on long hol trips, pple working...and why do the guys sound so depressed over ns they are making me feel sad too.

i am brought to a sudden turning point. what's next? i thought i miss being a student, but hey, its not like we are never going to mug again. BUT its different! i miss the whole school experience i had in jc. life after As isnt THAT great. and now i finally understand what mich said at the bustop almost 2 years ago when i told her i wanted my 2 years to end quickly. she said its gg to be worse after that, when everyone else starts working and we wont have time for one another. i do feel like i am retrenched or sth u know... but i will start LIVING again.

-To live is so startling it leaves little time for anything else-

~m~

ps: i wanna see the pics more clearly! they are so tiny